You know who you are

Fragile: Handle with care (clipped to polyvore.com)

I wish I didn't feel like I was your stand in Girlfriend.

Then I felt like your best friend who was a girl.

Now I realize that I was just a stand-in until you acquired the real thing.

Sad.

il faut chercher avec le coeur ♥ (clipped to polyvore.com)

Maybe that happens when there is a new person in the picture.

Like a girlfriend.

you always want what you can't have (clipped to polyvore.com)


You occasionally say we never talk.

I wonder why.

I don't blame you.

I understand.

I'm hurt though. I almost told you something I never told anyone else.

I'm glad I didn't.

I don't want you walking around with that information.

You're not worthy.

If you ever want to try having a girl that is a friend while you also have a girlfriend -

I'm totally open to that.

Don't forget that.

I promise my door is always open.

Yes it is sometimes only partially open - sometimes a crack.

But my door is always open.

Always.

This... is unfortunatly completely true.

I cannot tell you how many times my good guy friends have told this to me when I left their apartment. It is ridiculous.

I mean aside from the point where they could have offered to walk me home, or ask for a text from me, or even ( I know, crazy idea here) text-ed me their self and made sure I got home. Or talk on the phone with me while I walked home.

But that is beside the point. Just a personal rant.

Honestly though. Why does society make it acceptable to tell girls to not get raped? Its called rape for a reason. It is not consensual. Why do we pretend like it is somehow a girls choice?

If we wish to move forward in the equality movement, we need to also tell boys to not rape. Maybe that would do some small thing to help those who cannot help themselves.

This... Is something to always remember

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How... Romantic

Some cute date idea's or potentially something to do.

What... totally describes me.

what i totally feel about someone.

:(

It's the truth.

And I'm kinda really good at it.

Why do you think I laugh so much?

I hope someone in the world thinks this is true for me. Cuz I only see the flaws.

And what scary monsters they are.

How my thoughts sometimes are.

Kinda What I really want someone to say to me.

And don't you forget it.

love...

Well here's a 'medley' of pictures I have acquired to describe my feelings for a certain guy.

And I've tried. And failed.

Unfortunate for me. Sucks to suck.

I wish it was like freshman year again and we could just hang out in your room.

Even though things arn't what they once were, I hope when I tell you about what I have to do you will still be there for me. Because I know I will be there for you. And I honestly don't know what I would do without you. Or what kind of a hell of a life I would have. You may have saved me. Just by being yourself. I don't know if I will ever be able to tell you that. But here is the truth for once.

But I hope to tell you most of mine. And I hope you will tell me most of yours.

I hope you realize this about me.

How I often feel about my feelings for you.

I hope it never comes down to this. I hope you realize how I feel before it is too late, or I acquire enough gall to tell you. Because I feel you would be missing out. But If not, I hope I can quickly get over you if it will be forever.

Truth. I hope it doesn't become too painful if we don't end up together.

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